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Slashes

Mar 28, 2005, 11:30:43 AM by ~crazygrlurway
Literature / Poetry / Horror / Traditional Fixed Forms

Her wrists are covered
With unheard screams
With faded away
And broken dreams.

Her arms are marked
With the pain in her heart
With misery and shame
She wants to depart.

Her legs are filled
With the tears that she cries
A grief she holds closely
A memory that won't die.

Her body is consumed
With the slashes of red
Many cuts that leave her
Feeling ugly and dead.

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It Feels Impossible Some days it feels impossible
To breathe just one more breath.
Some days it feels too possible
To contemplate my death.
When I feel so alone
I want to pour out my soul,
But no one is there
To show that they care
In this life I'm living in.

Some days it feels impossible
To hold my head up high.
Some days it feels too possible
To say my last goodbyes.
I can feel myself falling
No one can hear me calling.
And no one can be found
To lift me from the ground
In this life I'm living in.

In this life I'm living in
I feel like I could break.
In this life I'm living in
I've made too many mistakes.
I can't escape this sadness
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The Trap It took over her mind
It took over her soul.
Now she struggles to find
A balance of control.
Once so full of beauty
She was once so full of cheer.
But Ana hurts so cruelly
And Mia fills her full of fear.

She sadly believes
She won't win
unless she's thin.
She can't succeed
until she's lean.
She'll have it all
if she is small.
Five more pounds and then
She'll feel happiness again.

It took over her heart
It took over her eyes.
Now it's become too hard
To not believe the lies.
Once so full of wonder
She was once so full of grace.
But Ana has pulled her under
And Mia stole her faith.

She sadly believes
She'll never wiThe Trap by ~crazygrlurway

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Still Fighting You think she's better
You say she's come so far.
But she's still broken,
She's only learned how
To cover her scars.

You think she's stronger
You can't see she is weak.
She is still frozen,
But of her sadness
She will not speak.

You think she's happier
You can hear her laugh.
Inside she's crying,
She's dying but trying
To hold the sorrow back.

You want to save her
Protect her from the thorns.
She's still scared inside
And fighting the tides
Of an internal painful storm.

You think she's better now
In her eyes, you can see hope.
And she's still fighting
Hanging by a thread
Determined not to let go. Still Fighting by ~crazygrlurway

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One More Hope One more cut
And you'll feel free.
One more purge
To feel at ease.
One more pill
To feel okay.
One more drink
To heal your pain.

One more day
of feeling alone.
Self destruction's
all you've known
to ease the sadness
of your soul.

One more fast
So you can feel light.
One more drug
To get through the night.
One more lie
To cover up your flaws.
One more chance
To forget it all.

One more night
You got through the day.
You buried your sorrow
and hid your pain,
fearing contentment's
too far away.

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One last prayer.
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Jul 1, 2010, 2:09:14 PM by ~crazygrlurway
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I have my first appointment with a dietician on the 9th. I was wondering if anyone has ever seen a dietician before. If you have, what should I expect at my first appointment?

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