My Path of Self Destruction

Every path that I choose
Leads me to a dark place
Where the ghosts in my past
Constantly whisper, “disgrace”.

There’s a path that I follow
I know this path by heart.
It’s the path of Self Destruction
This path tears me a part.

Self Destruction takes over
As I try to break away.
I’m screaming and I’m crying,
Although from this path I do not stray.

I’m being trapped in the vines
As they slash my dreams and soul.
I fall down to the ground now
As I quickly lose control.

I watch my blood run freely
Some how I’m feeling rather calm
Even though I sadly know
This composure won’t last long.

Self Destruction lures me closer
Soon I’m caught in its core of pain.
I try to flee towards the light
Caught in these branches I remain.

With every emotion that takes over
The wounds become more deep.
From the marks of my aggressions
My spirit slowly seeps.

I struggle to find the clearance
I need to escape the darkness I’m in.
I leave the path of Self Destruction
Knowing that soon it will again begin.